Guilt

There are things that we have done in our lives. Some, nice and some very aweful and weird but that doesn't mean you don't deserve a second chance.
Even Yahweh has given man a second chance to repent.
The fact is we really can't change who we are but sometimes our past catches up with us. Probably because they're not the things we are proud of doing. Sometimes you  want confess but seriously you can't because you fear you'll be cast away like a devil of your time but presently the remorse that you have can't be seen by those around you. Nonetheless you try as much as possible to right your wrongs by letting them go. That's a good thing!! You also have to bear in mind that man can never be perfect no matter how hard you try but there has to be an improvement. Mistakes are made in the process and as time goes on we all learn from our mistakes